Initially, my mom had planned on coming out here from Florida for Christmas; becausemy mom had surgery about three weeks ago she told me that she wasn't coming, since she isn't healing very quickly.
When she told me that she wasn't coming I felt an extreme rush of depression. I haven't seen my mom since....since October 2007. So, I was really looking foward to getting to see her.
But then this crap happened with my car, so I was focusing on that but now that I'm in a car and mobile and have a little stability it makes me think back on the fact that I miss my mommy and I need to see her face to know if she's really ok.
All these thoughts were rushing throw my mind when a rather curious thing happened the other day....
I was on the phone with my mom and Vh1 was in the background. Mom asked to speak to him... (first time in 8 months.) Then he gets on the phone and they start talking then he goes in the other room. SUSPICIOUS!!! what they got to talk about?
Then when I invited him to my families dinner on Saturday, he didn't have any objections...
What they up to? What's all the secrecy about? hmmmmmm maybe my mom really is coming!!!! YEPPIE!!!