So I'm still hanging out with mr nicey-nice...
i like him. he's nice.
the more time i spend with him the more i like him. he;s funny and attentive.
i kissed him.
ilike him im just not all the way there yet.
ok ok ok
i hate to admit it but i think my real issue with him is that he;s thick in the middle...
last night, he came by and brought me some tacos, he wore these red sweats that emphasized his butt. it reminded me of that girlfriends episode where joan was dating that guy with "woman hips"...
it was a total turn off and i start to feel so guilty and ugly inside. am i that vain? i can't see past the man's big butt? and belly? sigh.
am i this awful of a person?
i already felt horrible because i keep thinking "the guy i want to be with will be just like mrniceynice." instead of "this is the guy i want to be with"
now i realize there's this awful vanity within the situation as well... (you guys ever realized how much i like elipses? "..." when did I fall for those things? sigh... who knows?)
the thing is i don't know how far i can press aside the issue (those hips).
go ahead guys, stab me with spoons....